I found healing because I so desperately needed it. On a crisp fall morning, followed by a night of tears and sorrow as I grieved the loss of my only son, I decided to get in my car and just drive. As I was exiting my home, my room-mate gave me a few encouraging words: "Carmen promise me you will find something to smile about". My lips barely lifted in a faux-pas smile. My eyes felt like lead from the waterfall of tears that rolled freely all night and into the morning, h